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不是什么正经大号()
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720°后空翻转体三周半螺旋喷气call

做手书后期的人上辈子都是折翼天使ry

To dive into the bottle.

最近坐公交车经常路过你家那条街。

原本靠在窗上昏昏欲睡,意识到之后于是便突然清醒起来,目光顺着梧桐树荫里的马路直往你家窗口奔。


才想起来,你现在是在地球那头。

I don't think two people could've been happier than we've been.

This is my right.
This is the right of every human being.
I choose not the suffocating anesthetic of the suburbs, but the violent jolt of the capital.  That is my choice.
The meanest patient, yes, even the very lowest is allowed some say in the matter of her own prescription.
Thereby she defines her humanity.

I wish, for your sake, Leonard, I could be happy in this quietness.
But if it is a choice between Richmond and death, I choose death.

You cannot find peace by avoiding life, Leonard.

It would... be wonderful to say you regretted it.
It would be easy.
But what does it mean?
What does it mean to regret... when you have no choice?
It's what you can bear.
There it is. No one's going to forgive me.
It was death. I chose life.

Dear Leonard
To look life in the face... always to look life in the face, and to know it for what it is.
At last, to know it, to love it for what it is, and then... to put it away.
Leonard...
always the years between us, always the years...
always... the love... always...
the hours.

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 < The Hours >    in 2002




@大包平不平 诶嘿今天收到包包太太的交换明信片啦,有这――――――――么激动www!
赌场pa英智真好看别拦我让我给太太打call!!!背面太太的字超可爱啊,还有手绘英智小脑袋从字上面的空白冒出来简直人间宝物太可爱了!赞美包包太太!!!(躺平爆哭x(疯狂打call给太太比心💕💕💕!!!!!











以及昨天下午终于回家了结果邮局下班,自己的明信片今天才投出去感觉好罪恶qaq

    To write is to hate and love at the same time: the endless process of revision requires the ability to create and destroy in the same thought. But it is a wonder to feel the world at your fingertips with words, even if you cannot hold it in your hands.

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今天的sat语法课

给太太比心!!!!!(暴风哭泣)
每天都在盯快递今天终于到了,迫不及待的repo个。寝室里没什么能正经当背景的所以..迫不得已就着飞机盒拍的orz(好简陋啊你←)
亚克力猴可爱啊所以多拍了一个w
再比个心💕w明信片上的那段词真的好戳,好对骨科的感觉
@没妈孩子像块宝🥚 暗搓搓艾特太太/////w
太太辛苦啦,太太加油w!

脑洞,
短,
没文笔瞎胡码。
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有些燥热的下午――

手指机械地重复着划过屏幕这个动作。
电子设备也十分配合地,一遍遍闪过冷漠的系统提示:

『亲密度已满』

像是被下了逐客令。

也不知道自己到底想从中索取什么,
总之就先这样吧,心里如此想着。




一遍遍重复这个没有意义的动作,不抱希望地渴求手底这层玻璃下的那个人――或许是在另一个世界――正反抗着所谓的游戏规则,想要对这边作出哪怕是一丝一毫的微小回应

【看看我吧。一眼也好。
不可以的话也没关系啊...但是请一定不要讨厌我...
我...接着看你好了!】

大概因为自己的这些幼稚想法而感到可笑吧,
什么时候自己心甘情愿变得如此卑微。
撇撇嘴角,停下自己不顾提示仍旧在屏幕作出划动的手。

合起屏幕,空落落的。

面前是一片空气
伸出手,作出像是要拽住谁衣角般的动作。
终究是又放下了。

【...呐,你说...】
有了勇气开口,
却一时间也想不出有什么好说。

算了,这样就好。
无奈的对自己笑了笑,

窗外是初夏的细碎阳光,从树叶间洒落。

【啊,又一年了。】

fin.